Bad, Bad and Worse days

Not good times, for change….my back is getting worse, I am almost eating medicines, trying to deal the last summer hot with my electrical cushion….at bed, from the bed to a hard chair, walking like a zombie through the house, and so on….

If phisical subjects are really ugly….affective and psiquical are rather the same, so I am going to save in these crisis´s times…. : )

To make short the long story…I leave my ex for abuses….so the thing is repeting againg and now I am not that strong and I don´t know where I am going to hold on to go out of this….

So many things coming to my mind to hurt me, so many comes to help me, it´s a kind of inner fight, and I´m feeling really tired.

Dowm here in Spain just starting another day… good morning !